On The Path — Off The Trail
from
The
Practice of the Wild
by
Gary Snyder
The perfect way is without
difficulty. Strive hard
All of us are apprenticed to the
same teacher that the religious institutions originally worked with
Reality
Reality-insight says get a sense
of immediate politics and history, get control of your own time; master the
twenty-four hours. Do it well, without self-pity. It is as hard to get the
children herded into the car pool and down the road to the bus as it is to
chant sutras in the Buddha-hall on a cold morning. One move is not better than
the other, each can be quite boring, and they both have the virtuous quality of
repetition. Repetition and ritual and their good results come in many forms.
Changing the filter, wiping noses, going to meetings, picking up around the
house, washing dishes, checking the dipstick—don't let yourself think these are
distracting you from your more serious pursuits. Such a round of chores is not
a set of difficulties we hope to escape from so that we may do our “practice”
which will put us on a “path”—it is
our path ... Dogen was fond of saying that “practice is the path.” It's easier to understand this when we see that the
“perfect way” is not a path which leads somewhere easily defined, to some goal
that is at the end of a progression. Mountaineers climb peaks for the great
view, the cooperation and comradeship, the lively hardship—but mostly because
it puts you out there where the
unknown happens, where you encounter surprise.
The truly experienced person, the
refined person, delights in the ordinary.
Such a person will find the tedious work around the house or office as full of
challenge and play as any metaphor of mountaineering might suggest. I would say
the real play is the act of going totally
off the trail—away from any trace of human or animal regularity aimed at some
practical or spiritual purpose. One goes out onto “the trail that cannot be
followed” which leads everywhere and nowhere, a limitless fabric of
possibilities, elegant variations a millionfold on the same themes, yet each
point unique. Every boulder on a talus slope is different, no two needles on a
fir tree are identical. How could one part be more central, more important,
than any other? One will never come onto the three-foot-high heaped-up nest of
a Bushy-tailed Woodrat, made of twigs and stones and leaves, unless one plunges
into the manzanita thickets. Strive hard!
We find ease and comfort in our
house, by the hearth, and on the paths nearby. We find there too the tedium of
chores and the staleness of repetitive trivial affairs. But the rule of
impermanence means that nothing is repeated for long. The ephemerally of all
our acts puts us into a kind of wilderness-in-time. We live with the nets of
inorganic and biological processes that nourish everything, bumping down
underground rivers or glinting as spiderwebs in the sky. Life and matter at
play, chilly and rough, hairy and tasty. This is of a larger order than the
little enclaves of provisional orderliness that we call ways. It is the Way.
Our skills and works are but tiny
reflections of the wild world that is innately and loosely orderly. There is
nothing like stepping away from the road and heading into a new part of the
watershed. Not for the sake of newness, but for the sense of coming home to our
whole terrain. “Off the trail” is another name for the Way, and sauntering off
the trail is the practice of the wild. That is also where—paradoxically—we do
our best work. But we need paths and trails and will always be maintaining
them. You must first be on the path, before you can turn and walk into the
wild.
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